Redemption

I found a reason for living
And I'm through with crying over you
Baby these stars been aligned with me
Man up above on side with me
Been chilling in the spot where you trying to be
Now I gotta get to moving (yeah, yeah)
Man these struggles been binding me
Been sipping like I'm living in a winery
Been stressing lot of people been dying on me
And I'm praying but I feel like I'm losing (my head)
Seems like a come up is right around the corner
Feel close since my ex was a goner
Still dealing with the struggle of a loner
Dodging karma till it's right up on ya
Attention is a drug and I'm going through a withdrawal
Stuck in solitude acting like I never miss y'all
Never could tell if a nigga gotta switch out
Tables'll turn gotta hit 'em with a quick draw
Yeah, yeah
Many days come and go lot of lessons I learned
Many people been lost lot of bridges I burned
(You make me feel so good)
(You, you, you, you never understood)
Baby these stars been aligned with me
Man up above on side with me
Been chilling in the spot where you trying to be
Now I gotta get to moving (yeah, yeah)
Man these struggles been binding me
Been sipping like I'm living in a winery
Been stressing lot of people been dying on me
And I'm praying but I feel like I'm losing my head
I've been playing with the cards that they hand me
Hard pill to swallow a nigga need a plan B
All I wanted was fans and a family
But I can't find neither that can stand me
Now I gotta get a grip before I crash out
What I look like at 40 in the trap house
Trying something new and then I'm bound to crap out
The people that jump ship'll have something to yap about
I'll never get to cash out
Many days come and go lot of lessons I learned
Many people been lost lot of bridges I burned
Many days come and go lot of lessons I learned
Many people been lost lot of bridges I burned
I'm so guarded
I barely let God in now
Please heal my heart
I don't want to be so cold
I'm so guarded
I barely let God in now
Please heal my heart
(Woo!)
Trying not to revert to the old me
100% I'ma end up lonely
I separated from anybody that loved me
Try to quiet the noise but ended up wit no peace
Went from a Cancer trying to mold me
To a Pisces that only want to hold me
To a Leo that gaslight me slowly
To a Sagittarius woman that want to troll me
Gemini be the hardest to capture
Start a fire then beat it up after
Love you to pieces then bring on the rapture
Then disappear like abracadabra
Now I tried healing with laughter
And my bonds with some niggas done fractured
When I need 'em they turn into Casper
OGs was the OJays backstabbers
Yeah
Many days come and go lot of lessons I learned
Many people been lost lot of bridges I burned
Many days come and go lot of lessons I learned
Many people been lost lot of bridges I burned
I'm so guarded
I barely let God in now
Please heal my heart
I don't want to be so cold
Cold hearted
I came so far right now
Please heal my heart
I don't wanna be so cold
(This time has come to an end)
(I feel a song in my heart again)
(You make me feel so good)
(You, you, you, you never understood)