Songtexte Break Up Song - Tyler Hawk

Uh
I knew it had to end, eventually
And I agree with the things you said
And all the things I didn't
I still understand your sentiment
Your pain is valid
I made mistakes, but
That shit was challenging
Crazy how quick it all vanished out of sight
You turned to anguish and to spite
One moment you care for me
Next, you wish for my demise
And that hurts

And then you call me a misogynist
Because of my philosophy
That sex should be monogamous?
And blame me for my jealousy?
That's fucking hypocrisy
I thought that you of all wouldn't judge my insecurity
I thought that you of all would understand
How I felt like less of a man
Once I knew that you had sex with
Most of your friends
Once I knew that you had sex with
So many other men
That looked a lot like me
That shit had me questioning
Was I just another one?
Another name to the list
You'll forget when the summer comes?
Now I'm just another ex
To blame in your trauma dumps
You're right, I'm insensitive
I was selfish in recklessness
I didn't realize that I would lose you in an instant
But you didn't give me time,
You were short on forgiveness and that hurt

I didn't realize that I would lose you in an instant
But you didn't give me time,
You were short on forgiveness and that hurts

And it still feels like this could have been avoided
I would you took a second to be calm before the moment
If I had just decided not to meet you out for lunch
I wouldn't have said those shitty things
That went and punctured out your lungs
I wish that when I said the wrong things=
You would tell me to my face
Instead of acting okay
Until it was too late
I wish
I wasn't high when you called me that night
I was gone
I couldn't write to you the things I really meant
So my texts were misread
And my words were caught in spite
Tears shed on my bed
Same bed where you had slept
A couple days before the end
Wish you woulda slept a few more nights
A few more dates
A few less fights
And now you fucking hate me
But trust me I tried

I wish you gave me the chance
To go and right my wrongs
I wish I coulda this to your face
Instead of writing a song
But you wouldn't give me the time of day

Instead you ended things while you were drunk
And emotional on-call
I wish our breakup
Coulda transpired in person
I wish you woulda told me
What was wrong before it worsened
I wish you didn't call when I was far from being sober
And blame me for being slower
And berate me out of nowhere
Cuz on text it's hard to tell
When you're angry and wanting closure
I thought that we were closer
I thought you wouldn't give up
As soon as things got hard
I didn't know you'd lose composure
And hate me for my ignorance
For things you always holstered
You didn't tell me your issues
In real life, to my face
So it was difficult to know
How much my words really stang
I blamed you unfairly
I agree, that's a mistake
But please have some sympathy
You were in polygamy with many other partners
I was just thinking statistically
I think that my assumption still carries some validity
I wish after it ended
You didn't keep on belittling
I wish after it ended
You didn't hate me as a person
I was flawed, I wasn't perfect
But I guarantee if we had talked
About our problems once in person
I coulda changed
Instead of continuing to hurt you
But I hurt you, and I'm sorry
So if you're better of without me
Then I don't deserve you

I hope you're alright