Saboteur

Everything's foggy
Everything's a haze
Evaporated confidence
Questioning my relevance
Ruminate ruminate ruminate
Sitting in my room pondering
I love you
But do you reciprocate those feelings
Or are these major dealings
Of self-harm and punches
Perhaps they're baseless hunches
Well in this instance
The question to ask is

Self-sabotage is the epitome of destruction
We place obstructions in our paths
We place obstructions in our paths
Our paths
Our paths, our paths
Do you get what I'm saying
Do you get what I'm saying
Hope y'all get
Hope y'all get what I'm saying
Some empaths in the crowd would be gladly appreciated
Gladly appreciated

Self-sabotage is my Achilles' heel
Peel of the layers and all you find
Is a broken man stripped away of fake confidence
The saboteur he is
Hates himself till the world ends

Self-sabotage is my Achilles' heel
Peel of the layers and all you find
Is a broken man stripped away of fake confidence
The saboteur he is
Hates himself till the world ends

Heavily neglected
Overeating, hate it
Never ending carousel
That we don't have the option of bail in
Why am I always bailing from my own goals
Crazy is the notion of loving yourself at all
When you've burned every brick left in your path
Wrath of the past released
Mismanagement of anger against your authority
Society versus police
But now
It's I versus me
You critique me
I don't listen
Cuz I'm my, I'm my
I'm my biggest critic boy
Yeah yeah
My brain is me
I got authority on my body
But it's corrupted already
Self-aware to the point of heavy duty scrutiny

Self-sabotage is my Achilles' heel
Peel of the layers and all you find
Is a broken man stripped away of fake confidence
The saboteur he is
Hates himself till the world ends
Now ladies in gentlemen
This is a PSA
Put your hands up and say

Say it with me
Self-sabotage is my Achilles' heel
Peel of the layers and all you find
Is a broken man stripped away of fake confidence
The saboteur he is
Hates himself till the world ends
Saboteur, saboteur, saboteur
Gotta reach the top
Trips to Cabo
Set the dates
I wanna go
I wanna take you on tour
Who's gonna stop me
Who stop me
Who's gonna stop me but myself?
Who's gonna stop me?
But myself, but my
My aspirations rejected
Consciousness dejected
Projected like an accountant
That my happiness will be non-existent
Forever still
Yes, this is dirty laundry
Ma'am can I have the bill?