So The Soul

I've been trying to bite
My own teeth for days on end
Looking for the signposts to tell me what I need to mend
'Cause I've dug so fucking deep
I've dragged these beliefs out of me
To try to change the way I think
And live and breathe and be and see

Tell me the truths and I will pray
For the abuse in me to stay
Can I call a truce with my own head?
And can you make this fighting end?

I'm seeing through brushed glass
I ask to make this dissonance just pass
My head, it swims, do I exist?
Am I a part of any of this?
They're inside me, they're inside me
All these endless sinking scenes
And if I'm but the sum of my love
Well, I'm not doing so good

Tell me the truths and I will pray
For the abuse in me to stay
Can I call a truce with my own head?
And can you make this fighting end?
It's inside me

And it's everything I see
I must drown the voice that makes
The noise in this mind and the way it finds its way into my sights
Am I lost? Am I a lost cause?
What's the cost? I'm down to my last drop
This emptiness, I can't seem to escape
Am I this mess or can I be saved?
This emptiness, I can't seem to escape
Am I this mess or can I be saved?
Shadows on the walls of my soul
Try to sign what I should know
You see, I must know more and yet
The more I know, the worse it gets

Tell me the truths and I will pray
For the abuse in me to stay
Can I call a truce with my own head?
And can you make this fighting end?
It's inside me