BRAINDEAD

I got anxiety, please don't bother me
I deal with it quietly until the demons swallow me
My therapist is tellin' me I probably should stop
My dreams turned dark once I got to the top

Wake up in a panic on the phone with the doc
He writes another script, another pill I can pop
And it's hard to diagnose if you don't know what I got
I know the end is comin' soon, I think about it a lot

Suicidal thoughts in my head
I'm the monster hidin' under my bed
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget that I'm braindead
La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I got my very last words on the tip of my tongue
On the edge of this buildin' and I swear I'ma jump
I blame everyone around me for who I've become
Swear this pain like a drug, the way it's keepin' me numb

As I fall through the sky
I'm lookin' at this life
And what I'll leave behind

Suicidal thoughts in my head (thoughts in my head)
I'm the monster hidin' under my bed (under my bed)
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget that I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da (I'm braindead)
La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da (I'm braindead)
These shadows always follow me, I need a lobotomy
To kill the noise until I forget that I'm braindead

La-da-da-da-da-da
I'm braindead
La-da-da-da-da-da
As I fall through the sky
I'm lookin' at this life
And what I leave behind