So Obscene

I'm down, now she has changed herself again
And I'm waiting for the same thing all over again
My friend she said: it's been so cold
I've been looking for fire I cannot find
My friend she said: it's been so cold, it's been so cold
You realize, I'm calling her name
You realize
It's always the same, she wants to be downhearted
Then draws her body, she fullfills it all
She drags up, it's so obscene
You see the years go by, roll by and roll down
Still hanging, why did I fall
It's only her, it's only her
You realize, I'm calling
You realize
I'm down, now she's changed herself again
And I'm waiting for the same all over gain
My friend she said: I was blinded and I couldn't hear
My friend she said: it's been so cold, it's been so cold
We've been fighting, we've been hiding ourselves
We 've been running, we've been changing ourselves
We've been running, we've been running
We've been running, running, running, running
I can't break through these emotions
I can't live in these hours of hate
I believe everything she told here
At last I face my faith
Why should I fall, why should I fall
Why should I fall, why should I fall
I say things about love I don't believe in
I say things I don't believe at all
I'll go free, I'll go faster
Finally I will go free
I will finally go free