Songtexte DROWNING - XXAE47

Lately I been
Drowning
Can you tell me
Who gone save me

Dying in my dreams
Wake up sweating
Crazy

Thinking bout this
Life that I love
Mama gave me

Money ain't enough
Let the white man
Slave me

Stress taking
Hold
Crippling on the daily

Heart made of gold
But the shit gone
Play me

Snakes in the grass
While I lay
In the breeze

Fakes from my past
Tryna rejoin the team

But fate already
Passed
And you know
what that means

Ever since my pops died
I don't really know
A thing

Middle of the night
I just cry
Wanna scream

Laying naked
With a bitch
That'll never
Mean a thing

But I keep on
Going

In this loop
Tryna breath

What's real
In the light

When the realest shit
I always keep in
dark
Close to me

Acting out a character
A face just to please

So everybody don't worry
And leave me be

Idek what the fuck I'm supposed
To be

A role model

Nigga what
The fuck do you mean

Pain do me dirty
But the new cuts clean

I left the weed lone
And I barely fuckin drink

Ignored my old shit
Till it's 6ft deep

Then I plunged right in
Let my
whole self sink

Air bubbles rising
No thoughts breach

So cold in the river
And
I can't feel a thing

This is everything
That complacency
brings

Still think about
About the hate
That you left
Tryna sting

But I died that winter
Came back in the spring

I gave you all I had
Not enough
That's the thing

It's nothing more than
Summer self reflections

Watched all my faults
Then reported
Like inspection

Put this dick
In you rib
Like a hospital injection

You don't even
Know yourself

Why you think
I'm so selective

Treated like shit
I Gotta shitty
Perspective

Got my own faults
That I'm still
Here correcting

So I don't see the reason
Why you marking up my paper

Screaming out corrections

Story of life
Sadness and aggression

Restart button
Think I'd struggle
Just to press it

When I know
I gotta leave my
People juggling
Depression

Cuz I see a bigger picture
And we got different directions

And I couldn't sit here
Forever
Not tryna mention

Lately I been
Drowning
Can you tell me
Who gone save me

Dying in my dreams
Wake up sweating
Crazy

Thinking bout this
Life that I love
Mama gave me

Money ain't enough
Let the white man
Slave me

Stress taking
Hold
Crippling on the daily

Heart made of gold
But the shit gone
Play me

But this shit gone
Play me