Letter 2 Devin

This one close to home

Just replaying all the words remember all that you said
Still in shock that only memories are lying ahead
When I walked in the hospital seen you laid out on the bed
Made me wanna take yo spot give my life up instead
Yeah I cried yeah I cried but ain't no tears in my eyes
Cause in my mind I just knew that you gone come out alive
Hoping God gone repay you for the life he deprived
How Can i focus on the future when tonight I could die

Outside I look ok but on inside I just feel vacant
When people ask if I'm ok I just be smiling and faking
Just came back from Costa Rica but I cried on vacation
Just remembering all them times you bailed me out of the station
See I was too geeked, but you was too geeked to
And I be hollin' but I never really out drink you
Remember the look all on yo face when you knew I be a deuce
Fuck the whole world up together cause good things come twos

Legends dont die, real nigga keep yo legacy alive
Thru thick and thin I promise im a always ride
Always the same never ever switching sides

Life ain't fair, ain't ask for this but you take it
We wear our heart on our sleeves then you drop it and break it
Ball my fist up every time I see them speak and faking
Like you ain't never fuck with us so don't start now hold yo patience

They spark up all my frustration
I lost all my concentration
I had to seek motivation
Now in my bag I am stationed
Now yo feet up relaxation
I know in heaven you faded
Above the clouds you are waiting
I'll be up there just be patient