Square One (feat. Switch & INDIGO MERKABA)

I'm getting tired of all of this pain
I'm growing
I'm trying to flow into another day
My roots
Are proof when the rain pours down
You can see how I grew
I'm tired of all of this pain

My heart's so cold
It tried to rain
It turned to snow
A mirror in
Sunlight out
I live my house
I love my house
I don't think you mother fuckers are aware
What kind of power is behind my stare
It's as if I didn't care
Just fuck with me it's fair
I fell in to the stream
Thinking I could fly
Said fuck it
Then swam to the other side
I pulled myself out and up the shore line
And said Damn
This is what it means
To be alive
Then I realized the lie
To get here you have to die
She picked me up
And brought me to her Brother in the Sky
Time is some fucking menrus
If you weren't sup Spose
To rap hard
But you had bars
Plus some mus rad skill
Paid in gold not a bill
Bitch you wouldn't
Spit it like you meant it
Folk resent it
Like it was a missed beat tip
On a screen
Like a dream queen
And life was ice not mean
Sit back because nobody else told it
Like you were the one who dealt it
Don't act like you can't smell shit
You're growing it like a prophet

I'm getting tired of all of this pain
I'm growing
I'm trying to flow into another day
My roots
Are proof when the rain pours down
You can see how I grew

Yo, God is infinite
I've transitioned to omnipotence
My potential and power is unlimited
But here I am
Knowing my strength but I felt flat
Like I'm showing restraint
I'm holding myself back
I told myself that
If there were no better days
In a decade
Then I would say to hell with rap
I've already traveled all the way to hell and back
I met the devil that day
And that day he met his match
Let my ashes sit on your wrist
In a diamond bracelet
Then take care of the jewelry
Like it's sacred
I've seen it all
And gained nothing at all
It's time for a change of scenery
I don't say this easily
I'm not leaving peacefully
I'm just ready to sleep
I need the pain to cease
No one can see
The severity
I'll keep my explanation brief
I didn't do it for revenge
I did it for relief
Peace

I'm getting tired of all of this pain
I'm growing
I'm trying to flow into another day
I'm growing
You can see how I grew