Songtexte kinda ugly - guesst

I feel
Kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know its vain
Know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

I feel
Kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know its vain
Know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

Take a look where I'm at
A clearing yellow and black
I've got my life on my back
Don't know when I'm comin' back

Lights of the city keep track
Of how much juice I got
Battery at 20%
I guess I should start

Walkin' is the library open
I don't want to sleep yet
I wish I could level my head
Keep thinking I lack
A pretty face with the eyelash
Hold it in higher regard then my brain or my kindness

I miss feelin like I was good enough them
Temporary but sometimes it kinda felt like confidence
Partnership a band-aid for me cause I got some toxic things
That I've drilled into my skull everyday
again and again and again and again

I wish I was not so insecure
Wish I could taste the love I'm near
When I know this self hate is manufactured
Keep me feeling fractured we all burn

I've been trained
To feel ugly
All the TikTok kids makin' money
I'm not saved
I'm still learning
But everyday I work on somethin'

(Beautiful)
On my back in the park
Lookin up into the stars
(As you are)
Its midday but they are there
Just like the beauty we are

(Beautiful)
If you don't see it today
If you don't see it tomorrow
(As you are)
Keep surrounding urself
With those with whom you belong

And I feel
Kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know its vain
Know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

I feel
Kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know its vain
Know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely