Songtexte thin air - leroybroughtflowers

Walls break down
Pardon, pardon me I choose to be numb
Walls break down
Pardon, pardon me I choose to be numb

Back to the start, make excuses out of thin air
Had paper walls been thinner
You'd hear me drowning in them
Or would you know?
Back to the start, make excuses out of thin air
Had paper walls been thinner
You'd hear me drowning in them
Or would you know?

Who said what's worthy or not to get most of my attention?
If it's terrible I see it as a lesson
You should not take a test for a second time and guessin'
When the answers have been dealt I never write them down
Was looking for answers closer to what I said
No matter the question I kept the same mindset
Now I ran out of answers but I'm full of questions
I lost sight of who I was without the frustration
So I no longer understand it
Left the sparkle in my hometown but I just went to search for it
Trouble is I'm no longer the person that had left it
Trouble is you're no longer the person that had felt it

Back to the start, make excuses out of thin air
Had paper walls been thinner
You'd hear me drowning in them
Or would you know?
Back to the start, make excuses out of thin air
Had paper walls been thinner
You'd hear me drowning in them
Or would you know?

And I know that, I know that we lost that juvenility
But it feels I lost some of my ability
'Cause I miss the world when it had endless possibilities
That limbo space you felt you could be what you wanna be
And now they're out to get you but no one's out to get you
And now they plot against you but no one plots against you
What's left is dreaming of what has left
Is feeling the core but stepping further than that

Back to the start, make excuses out of thin air
Had paper walls been thinner
You'd hear me drowning in them
Or would you know?

And I languish more and more
No surprises and no tears
And I fade out more and more
No alarms and no more fears
And I am absent from my own experience
The nothingness, I'm in it
I've disappeared into thin air
Or would you know?
Oh would you know?
You wouldn't know