Songtexte Outro (Totally Honest) - lilsmitty

Yo Benji
Hey yo Farron, where you been
You done lost a close nigga to you, you's a dumb fuck
Now my life is getting way better, guess it's dumb luck
I'm tryna wake up from this dream
Fucked up in my head cause I ain't put on for the team

Itching for the greatness, I been screaming like a fiend
Mama told me watch cause she know a shit ain't worth a scene

I been staying to myself cause I lost bro inside that wheel
I can't wait to get my peoples out and go and sign a deal

I been thinking to myself like bro is this shit really real
I lost niggas in this life so now my heart is made of steel
Now my heart is made of steel
Got a dream worth believing

Got a dream worth believing
Got a dream worth believing
I tried phone calls, I tried paragraphs
I been hiding all this pain behind this fake laugh

I ain't never wanna cry so bad in my life
I just rather be alone, I ain't tryna cop a wife
When I say I cheated death, then I mean that I beat em right
Everything is going left, but I just hope my future bright

I just wanna take a nap, but I can't eat so I just write
Threw the football with my pop, but now I feel the end is tight
I can't even take a break, I know the road too long
I got niggas tuning in and they be singing along

I ain't quit on shit that matter, all I did was be strong
My niggas think I call this girl a bitch, but I ain't doing wrong
If you listen to this shit, you fuck me up, don't hate my song
At the tippy tippy top is where my niggas belong

For all the love that they gave and all the trust that they done shown
Dyce treated me like family, mere gave another home
Me and bnf we been Lock and that's my mud brother
We was young as in that class from the same gutters

Kindergarten we got tired, that's my partner in crime
As we all getting older, I remember the times
I remember me and Zay and he would shout and even talk
I remember all the times that me and bro had to the wall

We was sitting at the park ain't played the game cause that was chalk
If a nigga said some shit, then I was on him like a hawk
I was being a disaster, he was there to back me up
I know me and Ferrell Ryan, that's my dog to fuck shit up

I'm so grateful for you niggas, y'all the guys and y'all the team
Me and Dyce got something planned so y'all get ready for the team
I'm still hoping that I make it out, make it for the team
I'm the realest nigga preaching cause I had to change the scheme

I want diamonds in my teeth, protect, roses, kiss and gleam
I'm still wishing that I make it out cause that's my biggest dream
I admit that I was wrong and I was fucked up
Now it's time to get back on the mission, get my bucks up

You done lost a close nigga to you, you's a dumb fuck
Now my life is getting way better, guess it's dumb luck
I'm tryna wake up from this dream
Fucked up in my head cause I ain't put on for the team

Itching for the greatness, I been screaming like a fiend
Mama told me watch cause she know a shit ain't worth a scene