Songtexte inhibition - monikrr

I'm painting pictures on another frame of mind
Tryna keep my distance to let it subside
Cos I don't want it, I don't want the me that lied
But I'm getting strangled by the rope of which we're tied

And I'll lose my mind until you forget me
Cut the string and let me loose but I doubt it
It's all my fault and I should take responsibility
And apologize but that's outta my abilities

Yeah, wasted all my time
Using music to confide in
No matter how hard I tried
Now I realize

That I'm stuck
My visions getting starry
And my words they turn to dust
Too busy spouting nonsense
But I don't really give a fuck

Cos this shit is pointless anyways
So far gone in just twenty days
The walls around me begin to cave
And I'm crushed by the weight of my sins

And I might be out of my mind
That or I'm real fuckin blind
It took me this long to discern
That I'm wasting my time
Yeah I'm wasting your time

Everything I say has no meaning
And I've been all caught up in my inhibitions
Tryna devise and write every word I sing
But I'm still chained up by the weight of the blame

And I'm confounded
Cos I sat and watched it wither away
My ethics are clouded
Amenity is not my game

If I weren't so adamant maybe there would finally be a change
If I weren't so inadequate maybe I'd finally find my place

But that shit's pointless when they see through you
And I lose focus, never carry through
Don't wanna be relied on when I'm just lied to
What does it matter to you

And I might be out of my mind
That or I'm real fuckin blind
It took me this long to discern
That I'm wasting my time
Yeah I'm wasting your time

Everything I say has no meaning
And I've been all caught up in my inhibitions
Tryna devise and write every word I sing
But I'm still chained up by the weight of the