Songtexte Cauterised - murphhh

Drink a glass of milk before bed
Cause they told me it will help me sleeping
Isolate every thought in my head
To its own little room where I keep it

Every little moment immortalised
Played behind my eyes when I sleep at night
And I cry
Cause I know my memories are cauterised

Might mean the same thing to you all, but not to me
Maybe I'm just processing events differently
It's not a blessing or a curse, just an annoyance
Whether I'm drowning in these thoughts or staying buoyant

Back off, let me see your point of view
Because the worst case scenario's always true
The branch I'm offered splits into two
Which of the paths am I to choose?

Can't trust anyone, I sense their hatred
If I'm in a bubble, it's one they've created
My mind's thawed up and my heart's inflated
Forget sleep, I wanna be sedated

Drink a glass of milk before bed
Cause they told me it will help me sleeping
Isolate every thought in my head
To its own little room where I keep it

Every little moment immortalised
Played behind my eyes when I sleep at night
And I cry
Cause I know my memories are cauterised

Framed by my own brain and the way that I am built
But even when you're not to blame, you can still feel guilt
It's not a blessing, it's a curse, or so I've decided
Leave me alone with my hurt and panic and detritus

Shut up, when you talk, I can't think straight
I'm so irate, just feel my heart rate
I don't have the time for a whole debate
And if I don't win, I think I'll deflate

Every little thing, every conversation
Blown out of proportion, exaggeration
I found faux peace in a safe space in
A comfort zone that needs no escaping

I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised
I know my memories are cauterised

Drink a glass of milk before bed
Cause they told me it will help me sleeping
Isolate every thought in my head
To its own little room where I keep it

Drink a glass of milk before bed
(Cause I know my memories are cauterised)
Cause they told me it will help me sleeping
(Yeah I know my memories are cauterised)
Isolate every thought in my head
(Yeah I know my memories are cauterised)
To its own little room where I keep it
(Yeah I know my memories are cauterised)