Songtexte anecdote - okaymez

One, two three
Three bullets to my brain, I be over thinkin'
I don't got my mind, I know it's the weekend
I can't fix myself, I don't wanna be a surgeon
Where'd the times go? Yeah, I been searchin'
All the time I'm tryna get back
It got me acting like a maniac
And I might just have a heart attack
But no matter what my skull is gonna crack

My mind is dead, yeah, my mind is dead
My mind is dead, yeah, my mind is dead
My mind is dead 'cause it's going through too much
Overthinking way too much I'm just gonna bluff
Bullets in my brain, but I'm missing every shot
This was the last time that I second thought
I been feeling weak, I need some juggernaut
I'm feeling captured, I'm tied to a knot

Shooting up my brain, but I don't feel the pain
Staying in my lane, got nothin' to frame
Got her in my head everyday and everynight
If I see myself then I'm shooting on sight
I can't let myself go, but I'll leave a note
Suicidal note, yeah, maybe what I wrote
Feel like I'm floating, I need an antidote
All my scenarios turn into a anecdote

My mind is dead, yeah, my mind is dead
My mind is dead, yeah, my mind is dead
My mind is dead 'cause it's going through too much
Overthinking way too much I'm just gonna bluff
Bullets in my brain, but I'm missing every shot
This was the last time that I second thought
I been feeling weak, I need some juggernaut
I'm feeling captured, I'm tied to a knot