Songtexte one big prison - overtonight

Ooh, would you want me instead
If maybe i looked different?
Ill slip and fall on my head
To stop my reminiscing
All i have is regret, im never fucking winning
Im so glued to my bed, and i have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, its like theres something missing
She just wants to be friends, its such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? im on a endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison

Tear my eyes out my skull
Im gonna beat myself up all night long
Ill be unhealthy til im gone
I like to think of people who will never return to my life
Ease it on my own and tell myself "ill be alright"
I will not kill myself unless i have a real bad night
And goddamn recently im having some bad nights

Ooh, would you want me instead
If maybe i looked different?
Ill slip and fall on my head
To stop my reminiscing
All i have is regret, im never fucking winning
Im so glued to my bed, and i have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, its like theres something missing
She just wants to be friends, its such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? im on a endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison