Songtexte It's okay to cry - rosyxo

I don't what to say i never try to lie
I think about you all the time you always on my mind
It's been a couple months without those pretty eyes
I never tried to lie then why'd you leave my side
I don't what to do I never wonna feel the pain
I needa think straight just like when I'm in the rain
These songs that i listen too just makes me feel alive
The edge of this blade that cuts deeper through the night
We only live one once
But we think about the past
All the god damn time
We all needa relax
And punch a few cones
That always made me feel like home
So cold just hold up for a sec
Aye
My room is kinda messy and my head is a mess
I needa layup in your arms when im feeling not the best
Aye
I love you so much
I know you fucking do aswell
Then why'd you leave for the better guy

I thought i was okay till i saw myself at night
Put a smile on my face even though it's a lie
I tried too be happy just too make you feel alright
Stuck in my bed crying myself up at night
Day dreaming of you when im spitting in the booth
Playing make pretend always wishing it was you
When your arms around my chest made me feel alive
The thoughts that i listen too brings out the soul inside
The repetitive headaches that keeps my self hatred in the crest
Don't what to do when im feeling outa rest
Light up a cone
Now it's harder too digest
Take a hit of the vape
Feeling so damn outa breath
Think im gonna run away
Self medicate no hesitate
Laters anyway
She don't care what i gotta say
Hold up that aint the way
Think im finally gonna die
When she said no goodbye