Songtexte Check In (feat. Stephanie Cortez) - shattered

My conscience feels broken
It's a mess, they say it's just a test
But I don't think that I'll make it
I've sang this song about a thousand times already

But I can't cope
With the fact that I'm not getting better
I should probably get some help
But I can't talk to anybody but myself

And that's alright
You won't call me, nobody does
I'm not worth it, I've lost friendships
Can you please check in?
Can someone please check in?

And will you come see me
In a coffin when I'm 18?
Hear about it on the TV
Just another kid lost to himself

And if life is a game
Who the fuck is ahead?
'Cause I can't ever seem
To get out of my bed

Will I make it out?
Will she love me now?
Am I missing out?
What is love about?

Please, won't you break me down?
These drugs aren't helping, I'm fucking disgusting
At least that's what I think
I'll never be something, I'm always too far gone

Please, won't you break me down?
These drugs aren't helping, I'm fucking disgusting
At least that's what I think
I'll never be something, I'm always too far gone