dear time

Dear time, take me to the place where you've gone
To my room with all the lights on, no airplane mode on my phone
Sure it used to be different, missing friends being close, not so distant
Things that made me emotional faded away, i forgot how to yell so i'm whispering

Today it's way too late
To save what's doomed to break
Today it's not too late
To understand that that things never stay the same

But it still feels like
Tomorrow i'll wake up and clean a bike
Call my friend for a ride and then go outside
Hang out at the spot, come back home at night
Watch some movies till morning then see the light
Wanna see the light, not an another send-off
The air in these streets didn't smell like depression, it wasn't so hard to feel loved
It wasn't so obvious seeing them starring at me like i'm different human being
Forced to act like an average man who can not be adult and still feel like a teen