Songtexte MSY - $uicideboy$

(You did good $lick)
(It's a Smash!)

For eleven years, I've been speaking in metaphors telling you all how I feel
Climbed up 7 tiers, and the higher I got, the more I really started to fear
That if I fell off, it would be quite the fall
And it's lonely at the top, so who the fuck would I call?
Solo dolo, no hope, no show, bolo bolo, I feel fine
All this slime keeps weighing me down, please don't turn me to a shrine
Taking my time, bullheaded, and I'm stubborn, dig my heel into the ground
Aren't you proud yet? I nearly killed myself trying to harness a crowd
Oh, how I doubt myself, but I came such a long way from rotting on the couch
Oh, what a drought it's been, prayin' for hurricane rain, watch me aim for the clouds
Peel the shroud off my skin, things are beginning to sprout, I'm beginning a vow
I'm sinning, now all the lights dimming, I'm spinning eternally, shit just goes 'round and 'round

Wear depression like a style, hurts too much to fake a smile, old trauma but the tears brand new
Ringer stay on, family waiting for the call, they know is gonna be bad news
Sorry I can't stay, at least my dad smiling away, like, "Damn, look at my boy run"
How could I let you into a place I never been? I'm a knot away from coming undone
I'm so twisted inside
I'm numb, but my angels cry
Came up on pain and despair
Let's hope that these tears are prayers