Lyrics When The High Gone - Trizzy Trav , 2Gun Yvng

See I learned
To never judge book by its cover
You got to read it first

When my mother died of suicide all I seen was defeat
Man this battle with depression isn't easy to beat
Would've drowned in that sea if I ain't see it was deep
Life hard but them pills make it easy to sleep
Shorty gone of the lean he a fiend for the drink
I was still on parole getting tree'd Ima chief
Call me Marijuana Maine burning weed to the beat
Man I smoke till I float like the leaves in the creek
They say ain't nothing free but its freedom we seek
He been down 24 now he leave in a week
Couldn't fathom all the things I done seen in the bink
Ice pick to his face make him bleed through his cheek
They don't really know Yvng they just see I'm discreet
My Rican boy really used to move keys in the jeep
My Brooklyn boy said his fam got Ps for the cheap
My other man got knocked by the Ds in the sweep
Was only there when you up, you was feeding a leech
You in love but for her it was easy to creep
If you really pay attention then it's easy to peep
She starting arguments to justify a reason to cheat
Think just cause I'm cool I aint squeezing the heat
Put Chris on your ass like jeans if you leap
All hype, you the type we would leave in the street
Man the shotgun knock a nigga knees to his feet
I'm in love with the money for the cheese Ima geek
You would spend all your funds on the Ps and the freaks
Look I say what I mean and I mean what I speak
If you take away the shepherd then who leading the sheep
They all want a slice but will go when the pie gone
My kin flipped, I aint have a shoulder to cry on
Before I live weak, look, I rather die strong
Was drugged but the pain still there when the high gone

Was drugged but the pain still there when the high gone
Try to give me four years for a firearm

As I inhale this L another thought appears
As I begin to exhale another thought is clear
I'm choking on the smoke while thoughts float between my ears
Wish I could reverse a call that failed to clear the air, ok
See every problem I had you dove in head first
Heard lead burst
Grip a limp bizkit like Fred Durst
Starving now cuz I make sure the family fed first
They call themselves bosses but won't build their team net worth
I could've bought some gold this year
But I won't make that purchase til the circle I built this with can afford to get one
You got a goal I'll help you get there
Said fuck it gave my studio to bro don't pay me back just up ya grind to get funds
Invest and get it next month, nah
Let's make it endless
Let's A1 the credit
Flex on the debt to income
My team ask for something and give reasons but I don't need one
She said you generous I said I just believe what we've done
I had a dream the money done up
That morning I made business ideas for every brother
Black Wall Street visions
Said it's a faulty mission
Overtime like what Nip did
Maybe I'm too ambitious
Too hard headed to accept words from who don't fit in
This life I live is different
Keep in ya contradictions
If you agree to what I'm crying out on the beat just listen
I still grieve that I can't speak to love ones who ain't living
I had to kill that part of me
I thought it kept me stronger
I lost my Aunt to Covid
It made me fight it harder
This year moved out of Jersey
Acquired two new daughters everyday I resurrect inspired and a brand new father
Man I can't even try and front shit got me nervous as fuck
Cuz usually I make mistakes first to know it's what I want
See I can raise my son to be a man because I am one
But how I teach these girls to deal with problems when they have them
Gotta teach the game about
How niggaz give random
Lies to get inside when they decide they can't have none
I pray they never cry cause
That would make me want to grab my handgun and land some
Cock the Glock and fill the clip again that's an and one
Their biological be telling lies it make me mad son
I know that's beyond what I can control but I'm a man sometimes I feel like I can
Fix what's only meant for their growth so out the way I stand
Ungodly thoughts about niggaz I despise on
Still learning how to let bygones be bygones
Dusse in my cup another blunt take the time off
Was buzzed but the pain still there when the high gone