Lyrics I Hold the Razor To My Own Throat and Feel Helpless, But Show No Mercy - 2ooDark

A new kind of love
Genetically altered
Enough of love life
And I can't believe it's not love

Let me down slowly
Or let me down hard
It don't matter 'cause I'm always on guard
On par with the worst of them all
But I'm hopin' I can cope with it all
My back on the wall as I fall

If I only mean nothing to you
What is my worth?
And if I am not an option for you
When will it work?
You'll desert me or I'll hurt me when I leave you in the dirt
It's a curse that, I can never break
Watch me ruin everything that we make

And I'm livin' at a wake
At my own funeral holding addies and a cake
Talkin' shit to my grave, take a piss
Then repeat it all again
In an endless fuckin' cycle of the end

And I've taken different paths
I've chosen different steps
But every single time my stomach sinks and I'm depressed
I can't get me out of bed
Affection that I had can't ever fill the fuckin' void in my chest