Lyrics I'm Sorry - 2¢

I look around in the darkness
See nothing but hopelessness
I look up at the sky
And feel my anxiety raising high
I say I'm fine
But I know I'm lying
But trust me I'm fine
Don't worry about me crying
I'll be fine I'll make it through
I don't need their help
But I feel like I need you
And I lost that trust
I already know
But you were the one who made me whole
That there was a life somewhere beyond the sadness inside of me
Its like there was happiness that was hiding away from me
And then I messed that up
Just like i messed everything else up
And sorry doesn't help the pain
Following my heart
Even though it's broken
Trusting you
That was already spoken
My emotions are like a marry go round
Spinning trying to drown out the sound
My anger
Is hard to manage
My crying is such a disadvantage
It shows a weak part of me
That I don't want anyone to see
I try to delete myself from the pain
But it's too late I'm the one to blame.