Lyrics Syringe Ditch - Dirty Dike

Yeah
Felt like I'm swimming through a ditch of syringes
And I ain't tryna beg a bitch for forgiveness
She ain't a bitch though, its just easier to kiss this
Goodbye when it's sprinkled in some mean unrealistics
Misogynistic, call it what you see fit
I call it beating out my feelings like I need this
You call it everything you ever wanna be
'Cause if I bet you're watching someone then I bet you're watching me

Don't even think about the quest before you seek
I ain't bitter, I ain't stressed, in fact I'm better of as me
(Better of as me, better of as me)
Guesstimated sentence of a beast
Serve a twenty-five-to-life and never got released
What do you mean you felt a pest to me and you could barely breathe?
Listen please, we're separated visions of a dream
But we both know the truth and it was better that I leave

You didn't love yourself enough, that's unattractive
Except the times you took the drugs and cried and done a back flip
You used to lie for love and hide it like a bad trip
So what the fuck was I towards the kindness or the madness?
I live a life to simply climb, and I'm about this
And I haven't got the time to be the loudest mouth to shout this
You said you're proud of me, I doubt you know what proud is
'Cause since then I've bounced and what I found's had me astounded

I used to write about how happy and how sad you made me
You called me arrogant whilst sat about all powder-scrapey
I saw a pattern attach and imagined our baby
And like a coward I just sat and acted sour cagey
You say I'm lazy, mad, angry and I'm power-crazy
Damn right, I'm everything you say without an ounce of maybe
Look how you hate me now for smacking what this planet gave me
I hope your nag doesn't actually fucking matter lately