Lyrics (B1gg3r Th4n) U - Spacewalk Jones

I drove a scratched up car to pay the bills today
Its like
When we get time to talk i've got nothing to say
And its ok cuz all is fair
In love and soul crushing despair
If im the bigger person now than something biggers wrong

Someone probably died out there tonight
Cold and hollow wrapped in fire
I can play along but i can't fight
This time its way bigger than you
So if i crush my chest with a baseball bat
Save a 9 point round cuz im better than that
Lets get a goddamn pint cuz im tryna get back
To that
Feeling that i had before i gave into heresay

Wasted so much time tryna fool myself into staying
When all of the forecasts said to hide i showed them my face
And its the alcohol and the mariners call and a galaxy phone
And i used to have these nightmares where id end up in this place

I'm sick of feeling alone in my skin
And every heat wave feels like a challenge to give in
I got a picture that i guess i fuckin burned in my head
Of last summer and a queen sized bed
Feel like shit
But if i crush my chest with a baseball bat
Save a 9 point round cuz im better than that
Lets get a goddamn pint cuz im tryna get back
To that
Feeling that i had before i gave into heresay