Lyrics Losing Control - 47stillstanding

I just need to be honest
I'm fucking up lately
I've been tryin but I'm failing
I just need some time away from

Everything baby
I'm sorry I'm angry

I think I've been losing my mind
Imma find it but it takes time

So here I am sitting in my room
Desperate to find the reason for my attitude
Cause I don't want no one no one no one to hate me for these things I do
I swear it wasn't me but it was someone else
The person I don't wanna be under this shell
It's obvious that I ain't me right now if you can't tell
So thank you for the patience that you had when I was not myself
I hate my brain right now
But I don't plan on being like this forever
Don't wanna be stuck stayin' pissed forever
Just stay
I'm begging now
After all we've seen in these endeavours
Can I still count on you?

I just need to be honest
I'm fucking up lately
I've been tryin but I'm failing
I just need some time away from

Everything baby
I'm sorry I'm angry

I think I've been losing my mind
Imma find it but it takes time

What's it take to be free
From all of these things
I got problems
But you know that
Honestly I didn't notice
I've been getting so bad
I just wanna give up
But ain't gonna quit on myself
Thank you to the ones that give help

And on my darkest days
I gotta remember who I really am

Admittin my mistakes is a part of it
But a bigger plan

Is finding balance
Imma gonna find my balance yeah

Holding in feelings is overrated

I just need to be honest
(Need to be honest)
I'm fucking up lately
(I'm fucking up lately)
I've been tryin but I'm failing
I just need some time away from
(I just need some time away from)

Everything baby
(Everything baby)
I'm sorry I'm angry
(I'm sorry I'm angry)

I think I've been losing my mind
Imma find it but it takes time
(Imma find it but it takes time)