Lyrics BLOODY BEAUTY OFF THE BEATEN PATH - 4ria

I've been beaten to a pulp
And now there's rage inside my skull
I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt
I feel so faded, I feel dull
I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf In sheep's skin
But I'm convinced you're always full of bullshit
This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit
Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips
Things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this
Compelled to dwell
Oh well, I prefer to desert this
Power on the prowl with my demons leeching to serpents
This madness on a tragic path, I keep a firm grip
Belting out verses they could worship 'cause I'm a wordsmith
With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch

Karma ain't good enough, I need payback and a check
In order for things to start looking up
I cannot look above all of these walls that I dread
And I shouldn't of given that bitch any time
Now I'm cooking up all of this shit 'cause I couldn't budge
Stood above words I blurted to flows I converted from prose
I inserted on beats that I murdered
Breathe on the surface
Beneath this aversion to peace is inertia I need
In order to further my plans before this worsens my dreams
At a glance, you may fathom or misunderstand
My sadness may lift up or slam onto my tragic demands
Crashing these habits, can't live or enhance
Deliver these rants in the palm of my hands
For my solace, I chant
Diabolical plans
Swingin' for the fences, I've been feeling really relentless
Like a sicko hell bent on vengeance
Try to fill the void with a penchant
For the tension and the erratic static in the air
Fact that this shit isn't fair
Leads me to see why they just sit and stare
No reason to spare all my demons, I greet 'em
Aware of their bleakest, egregious and deepest old secrets
I've led the belief that my grief's undefeated
My need for relief has been creased
And receded my dreams like a piece of this paper
Scribbles unleashing my hatred for days, I can't waiver
Fade to a state where I'm blank in my nature
I sank in the deepest deceit
Complete with a knife to my back and dismay to my knees
Just another new season to seize the feelings I bleed
No fooling a villain, the folly repeats
I've been filling the void with this heat
While I'm void of my needs
Just a boy, I'll destroy and delete all the noise that I breed
Like the ploys you're poised to repeat
Foil your forces and your greed
And then leave
My minds been in shambles
If I press rewind for a handle upon this life
I could sample my damaged sight, for example
Can't stand to write a preamble
I'd rather get right into jams
And expand on life for a gamble 'till out of ammo

I've been beaten to a pulp
And now there's rage inside my skull
I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt
I feel so faded, I feel dull
I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf In sheep's skin
But I'm convinced you're always full of bullshit
This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit
Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips
The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this
With every breath
I'll let this burn bitch

Come hell and high water, keep afloat
2024, I'll beat the buzzer 'till the speakers blow
Four years ago, i felt so empty
Find life in a brutal frenzy
But to highlight journal entries
My hindsight is 2020 through the smoke
What I wrote
A new shrine of verses just for my new vibrant purpose
And a deterrent for all of my broken hopes
New roads provide me entry to a world of peaks and slopes
I dream of everything, but sleep alone
Pressure brings me grief
I cope with several things 'till pleasure sinks into my soul
Festering new dreams that grow heavy with every seasons close
I could never seem to hold onto anything long enough
To ever think or boast I'm strong enough to never fucking sink and float
On the hunt to sync these flows with my hunger
Appease my goals, leave no crumbs
I fiend for hope 'till I'm heaving with a bleeding nose
Exceeding flows, approach my demons with an evil pose
The lord don't even know
Get even, though I'm over this result

I've been beaten to a pulp
And now there's rage inside my skull
I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt
I feel so faded, I feel dull
I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf
In sheep's skin, but I'm convinced
You're always full of bullshit
This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit
Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips
The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this
With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch
I've been beaten to a pulp
And now there's rage inside my skull
I'm at the stage that I could pull a new outrageous full revolt
I feel so faded, I feel dull
I feel so jaded, I'm a wolf
In sheep's skin, but I'm convinced
You're always full of bullshit
This full sick display of the words you wish you could spit
Used to be a good kid, now I would kill to procure chips
The things I could do 'cause I truly felt I don't deserve this
With every breath, I'll let this burn bitch