Lyrics at the point of no return. - 4ria
When
darkness
starts
to
give
way
to
a
sunrise
and
I'm
wide
awake
I
try
make
some
sense
of
the
feeling,
peeling
desire
away
I'm
tired
of
days
With
too
little
sunshine
And
too
much
shade,
I
may
Aspire
for
a
messiah
Higher
up
on
the
hill,
I
lay
Border
on
the
edge
of
artist
and
jester
Still
carrying
Carnage,
careful,
I'm
burying
Stars
I
shot,
just
a
scary
glimpse
With
a
fit
that
is
all
white,
but
Aria's
not
Aryan
All
these
thoughts
I'm
airing
out
Can't
catch
my
breath
I'm
staring
out
the
window
of
this
half
way
house
I'm
half
way
down
My
downward
spiral
Like
my
idols
This
path
may
excite
all
of
my
rivals
Till
they're
victims
of
my
visions
That
I
stifled
with
these
rhythms
Cycles
of
my
sick
condition
Recycles
this
shit
depression
I'm
psycho,
no
second
guessing
With
this
slight
discretion
I've
invested
years
and
months
to
dream
this
up
With
a
new
bright
expression
This
scene
is
fucked
This
mic
is
strengthened
by
inflections
Kept
in
the
confines
of
my
mind
I
can't
find
a
semblance
Of
a
sense
of
any
meaning
Skeptical,
but
since
I'm
leaning
Towards
hope,
I've
been
misreading
Horoscopes
I've
been
receiving
Just
to
cope
and
keep
on
dreaming
Too
deep,
I'm
sick
of
being
Horrid,
fuck
a
moral
code
And
any
of
my
inner
feelings
I've
considered
leaving
Just
to
ghost
you
Seeming
bored
Still
sick,
revealing
stored
up
bitterness
and
lack
of
healing
Any
willing
participant
will
dismiss
this
veiling
That
I'm
hailing
as
expired
Sing
me
to
sleep
like
a
canary
I'm
far
from
tired
I
build
and
I
climb
Up
these
hills
at
night
Try
to
touch
the
sky
But
I
fall
back
and
I
decline
I
built
me
a
shrine
Of
daydreams
and
some
lies
That
may
seem
out
of
reach
But
it's
the
way
that
I
get
by
I
build
and
I
climb
Up
these
hills
at
night
Try
to
touch
the
sky
But
I
fall
back
and
I
decline
I
built
me
a
shrine
Of
daydreams
and
some
lies
That
may
seem
out
of
reach
But
it's
the
way
that
I
get
by
Shallow,
despite
what
you
plea
That's
just
life
at
its
steepest
Air
my
lungs
out
at
the
thought
Of
who
you'd
rather
go
sleep
with
This
heart
of
glass
you
kept
captive
Shattered
this
Pisces
to
pieces
Gather
my
thoughts
like
I'm
sweeping
shards
off
the
facts
Ive
been
keepin'
my
eyes
Set
on
direction
Though
my
perception
is
weakened
All
that's
set
and
what's
finished
Left
me
these
remnants
of
secrets
Ruminate
on
what
grief
even
gets
me
Tweaking,
I
eat
less
So
I
just
feed
off
delusion
Until
my
face
becomes
beet
red
Bite
the
bullet
Beauty's
illusion
mimics
figments
of
wishful
times
My
heart
and
mind
stay
misaligned
But
these
divine,
conflicted
times
Restrict
my
eyes
from
distant
lies
That
been
described
as
hives
Inflict
my
pride
with
strides
I
can't
deny
this
vigorous
regimen
Lead
me
to
vent
and
binge
On
potent
pills
from
the
medicine
cabinet
Ever
since,
it's
been
habit
to
have
a
pinch
I've
been
itching
Risks
existing,
rather
hinge
My
jaws
on
these
tablets
Till
Withdrawals
Off
the
wall,
I'm
bat
shit
Find
resolve
in
a
casket
I'm
a
monster
I'm
a
freak
I'm
unwanted
Watch
me
bleed
all
of
these
dreams
Till
I
conjure
enough
courage
to
feel
redeemed
And
all
these
stains
may
close
in
on
my
face
When
she
told
me
all
the
ways
I
coped
won't
ever
kill
the
pain
In
the
end,
I'll
feel
the
same
and
forced
to
stay
And
forced
to
blame
myself
for
all
this
shame
remains
It
feels
like
tryna
dry
my
eyes
out
in
the
pouring
rain
This
fucking
story
frame
is
void
of
range
And
I
don't
think
there's
much
of
anything
else
more
to
say
This
fucking
story
frame
is
void
of
range
And
I
don't
think
there's
much
of
anything
else
more
to
say
This
fucking
story
frame
is
void
of
range
And
I
don't
think
there's
much
of
anything
else
more
to
say
I
build
and
I
climb
Up
these
hills
at
night
Try
to
touch
the
sky
But
I
fall
back
and
I
decline
I
built
me
a
shrine
Of
daydreams
and
some
lies
That
may
seem
out
of
reach
But
it's
the
way
that
I
get
by
I
build
and
I
climb
Up
these
hills
at
night
Try
to
touch
the
sky
But
I
fall
back
and
I
decline
I
built
me
a
shrine
Of
daydreams
and
some
lies
That
may
seem
out
of
reach
But
it's
the
way
that
I
get
by
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