Lyrics Dead - 81rexx

I should be dead right now
I'm not s'ppose to be here right now
6 feet bullet through the head right now
Living be the only thing I dread right now
Late nights crushing pills in my lean so it taste right
Sip Bacardi start my day right
Jeff hardy I'm jumping from great heights
Hoping I might die by the end of the night

I should be dead right now
Talking to you but I'm in my head right now
I'd be lying if I told you I was scared
Even though a nigga low I can barely see beyond the bread
He gone pull up seeing red
I bet he gone regret
We finna put some color in his dreads
I been getting litty off the meds
Tear her coochie to shreds
I bet she can barely feel her legs
For a little while it had got me out my head
For a little while I forgot what I said
But after we done having fun the same thoughts remain
I'd rather be dead than live a life full of pain
Going up like a missile leaving higher than when I came
Getting paper and let my pencil keep everyone away
Blowing through it like some tissue
Told myself Ima save
I just got some new shoes I'm only wearing today

Everybody dead to me
Except bitches giving head to me
Take it to the head, ooo wee
We got bitches in the bed grooving
Give a fuck bout what they said bout me
Cause they really don't know bout me
And since I ain't dead right now
I'm suppose to be here right now

I should be dead right now
I'm not s'ppose to be here right now
6 feet bullet through the head right now
Living be the only thing I dread right now
Late nights crushing pills in my lean so it taste right
Sip Bacardi start my day right
Jeff hardy I'm jumping from great heights
Hoping I might die by the end of the night

I tried to fool myself
Into thinking everything was going well
I know this ain't good for my health
But it's the only thing that helps me feel well
Temporarily
I been scaring me
I want a forever dream
Infinite prosperity
Sometimes I wish I was dead and gone
Most of the time I just wanna be alone
Don't know if she love me she ain't picking up the phone
I ain't got her trust, but she won't leave me alone
Told her I ain't love her I'm too honest for these hoes
But I been showing growth, I need money nothing more

I should be dead right now
I'm not s'ppose to be here right now
6 feet bullet through the head right now
I been out her tweaking off the meds for a while

I should be dead right now
I should be dead