Lyrics Interlude - 81rexx

This is a letter to myself and whoever else
Feelin' like they've got nothing left
Bothered by the shit you can't change
The shit I just except
Like cause of my past I see the people that i left
Look into the mirror feel my DNA control me
Hid the pain so well that nobody really knows me
I move in silence watching life from the nosebleeds
'05 Tried to kill myself I was lonely
Nigga realized he was depressed at 9
13 Yet another try at suicide
15 Smokin' on gas getting by
16 Nobody knew that I was tryna die
17 Got checked in, oh my
18 Ran from my problems now I
Wish a nigga took advantage of the life I had
Cause a nigga grown now got bills own pad
Heartbreak make a nigga have to bring his weight up
Talkin' to myself like I hope she don't betray us
I been tryna take out time to myself
Tryna get myself together for my death
Pray to God that a nigga don't die soon
R.I.P. Woo I been shootin' for the stars but I'm aiming for the moon
Sad nigga I'm so sick and tired of this tune
Wonder if a nigga shoulda even made it out the wound
I been puttin' the pedal to the medal nigga vroom
People out here really plottin' on a nigga doom
Got bitches shakin' ass to my music like a plum
Tryna get brain from a bitch that look like Heidi Klum
Yeah yeah

What do I do now
What do I do now
What do I do now
What do I do now

Cause a nigga got nothing left
No trust left
Cause a nigga got nothing left
No fucks left
Cause a nigga got nothing left
No trust left
Cause a nigga got nothing left
No fucks left