Lyrics Up & Down - 81rexx

My nerves ain't been right in some weeks
Gotta smoke a wood to sleep
But I been counting up money for weeks
I'm a faucet boy, I drip like the sink
Blew through money on my muh fuckin' feet
Move in silence so I don't say a peep

Acts of violence put my mind through the ringer
Tell me 81 you usually a singer
But I felt its something else I should teach ya
Up and down, a young nigga need teachers
Lead a nigga so he don't be a squeezer
Teach a nigga so he end up a leader
So he don't end up on t-shirts
Help the boy channel his anger and fight off his demons
I grew up different than most of my niggas
I live way different than most of my niggas
Bro keep a strap on his lap when he ride through the city case he gotta pop him a nigga
He ain't need to but he turned to a dealer
Just for the extra money it can get ya
Now he got money flowin like a river
He got enemies I hope they don't kill em
Yeah, yeah

Blessings been comin' for weeks
She gimme neck but don't swallow the skeet
Start out the week wit a ounce ima end wit a g
Slidin' on niggas through sleet
Black ice on the road
Keep a nigga on his toes
Tryna make it off the road
Doin 80, ground froze
I just wanna make it home

I been up
I been down

My foot can't locate the breaks
I'm slidin' on ice I accepted my fate
Reflexes late off the stank
Car on E, but a nigga got gas in his tank
Got a bitch to come and shake my weight billy blanks
Told me that he slid up wit a drake made it sang
Hit a nigga had to flush the shells down the drain
The stories that my father used to tell me at his place
Never pulled out only pulled up on the fakes
Said he used to be that nigga when he sold the stank
Drive by told me they ain't never fired blanks
Times flied ever since he seen nigga brains
Used to lead the killers through the mutha fuckin' rain
Now that nigga praying to Allah to be forgave
Said that he committed sick sins in his day
Now he wanna fix up his life to be saved

I been up
I been down

Nigga tryna ride the wave
Chains on me like a slave
I ain't tryna misbehave
I been chillin' in the cave
Tryna stay up out the grave