Lyrics Retire the Trap Interlude - Adam John

I'm so sick of hustling on these streets
(Out on these Streets)
My life's on the line too much I'm risking
(Too much for me)
I pour my fucking heart out on these beats (out on these beats)
Like what's it gonna take for ya'll to listen to me
Demons screaming in my ear that there's no reason to be here
And I believe them
Cause there's fear clouding up my judgment yeah yeah
Wish that I could shed a tear or look at myself in the mirror
And see something other than all this wreckage
Yeah yeah and I
Looked her in the eyes and said I love you
But I lied cause I actually don't (I actually don't)
Said she understands all about me but I'm laughing
Cause she really doesn't know (she doesn't even know)
Grab her by the throat while we fucking
Pull it out then I bust it in her throat
(Bust it in her throat)
Told that hoe to leave but she wouldn't now she screaming
Cause she tweaking off the dope (She tweaking off the dope)
I never claimed to be a saint (I never claimed to be a saint)
This life is full of savagery (such savagery)
I pray to God he lead the way
(I pray to God he lead the way)
I'll make it a catastrophe my mind is filled with casualties
My head is spinning grab the wheel
I turned it to a battlefield these frantic thoughts
They fill my brain I pray to God he kill the pain
I look around and no ones changed
My growth apparent they still the same
These people fake hella bogus can't take a break
I've been hella focused this was taylor made
Homie you could never sport it we are not the same
Brodie I was teleported we destined I know this much
The blessings are sure to come regression not my story bruh
Progression we stay goin up
She said that she never been hornier
Take it off baby I'm tryna see more of ya
I'm so sick of hustling on these streets
(Out on these Streets)
My life's on the line too much I'm risking
(Too much for me)
I pour my fucking heart out on these beats (out on these beats)
Like what's it gonna take for ya'll to listen to me
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah yeah yeah yeah