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Kalk

Önüme düş dayan berduş hep yaman
Aklımın selamıdır dilimde olmayan
Suratın solmayan bir duvar sanki insan
Onca kirli fikrin içinden bir utanç hiç mi çıkmaz

Canımı çıkarmaktan başka bir yol tutmaz oncası
Neyime göz diker ne var gönülden ala
Sorarım hala beni görüyor mudur manalar
Korkarım bir düşüncem bulunmaz hala

Ve böyle bir naraya cevap yoksa riyalarla sarılmışım
Tehlikeden gözüm döner bir anlamda
Sil akşamdan istifade adımı zan altından
Hiç umut görmüyorum bir yürek yok saf altından

Içim sızlıyor onca yükten
Ve ben altında ezilmeyim
Bir kurtuluş yok ki hayatımdan
Bir elim taş altında diğeri kılıç tutar
Kendimi savunmaktayım dostlarım yok yanımda

Kalk durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda
Kalk susmak hatadır bu riyalarla
Kalk ruhu tükettik bu firarlarda
Kalk şimdi zamanıdır yorulsan da

Kalk durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda
Kalk susmak hatadır bu riyalarla
Kalk ruhu tükettik bu firarlarda
Kalk şimdi zamanıdır yorulsan da

Sesini kısma zaman delice hızlanarak
Geçip giden karelerin bir hesabıdır susmamalar
Ölüm daha bir yakın bugün sanki uslanana
Belli bir mesafe koydum hayat kızma bana

Bu sokaklarda dolaştım yıllarca ıslanarak
Kaldırımlar onları izledim kıskanarak
Sızlamayan bir vicdana yenik tüm çabalar
Güneşi dahi riyakar kılar bir ton kabahat

Rakkasem içimden taşar mukayesen
Bir pencereden sarkarak yürü burdan desen
Bu karanlık benim bu cevap da hakkın desen
Sana tadilat meskeni ruhumdan akkor üflesem

Gazel söylesem kader gömmese lisanımı
Şişede başlayıp biten şu berduş istihkakımı
Acep neylesem bu kadar zordan imtihanımı
Nasıl doldurayım şimdi ömürden zararımı

Kalk durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda
Kalk susmak hatadır bu riyalarla
Kalk ruhu tükettik bu firarlarda
Kalk şimdi zamanıdır yorulsan da

Kalk durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda
Kalk susmak hatadır bu riyalarla
Kalk ruhu tükettik bu firarlarda
Kalk şimdi zamanıdır yorulsan da

Durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda
Susmak hatadır bu riyalarla
Ruhu tükettik bu firarlarda
Şimdi zamanıdır yorulsan da

Kalk durmak hatadır bu diyarlarda

Kalk

You are a reckless and daring adversary
My mind's greeting to you is unspoken
Your face is an unyielding wall, as if you were a human being
Is there no shame among your countless wicked thoughts?

There is no other way to silence me except to kill me
What is it that you seek from me, that you might take from my heart?
I ask myself, do I still have any meaning?
I fear that I am still without a thought

And if there is no answer to such a plea, I am surrounded by hypocrisy
In a sense, danger makes me reckless
Take advantage of the evening to clear my name from suspicion
I see no hope for a heart that is not pure gold

My heart aches from the weight
And I must not be crushed beneath it
There is no escape from my life
One hand under a stone, the other holding a sword
I defend myself, my friends are not with me

Get up, it is a mistake to stand still in these lands
Get up, it is a mistake to be silent with these hypocrites
Get up, we have wasted our spirits in these flights
Get up, now is the time, even if you are tired

Get up, it is a mistake to stand still in these lands
Get up, it is a mistake to be silent with these hypocrites
Get up, we have wasted our spirits in these flights
Get up, now is the time, even if you are tired

Don't lower your voice, time is speeding up
The passing frames are an account that does not let you go
Death seems closer today, as if to the wise
I have put a certain distance between myself and life, don't be angry with me

I have walked these streets for years, getting soaked
I watched the sidewalks, envying them
All efforts are defeated by a conscience that does not ache
A ton of misconduct makes even the sun seem hypocritical

Dancer overflows from my comparison
Walk over here and hang from a window, if you want
This darkness is mine, and this answer is your right
If I were to blow heat from my soul, your abode of renovation

If I sang a gazel, fate would not bury my tongue
This reckless entitlement, which begins and ends in a bottle
What am I to do with this difficult test?
How can I now make up for the damage to my life?

Get up, it is a mistake to stand still in these lands
Get up, it is a mistake to be silent with these hypocrites
Get up, we have wasted our spirits in these flights
Get up, now is the time, even if you are tired

Get up, it is a mistake to stand still in these lands
Get up, it is a mistake to be silent with these hypocrites
Get up, we have wasted our spirits in these flights
Get up, now is the time, even if you are tired

It is a mistake to stand still in these lands
It is a mistake to be silent with these hypocrites
We have wasted our spirits in these flights
Now is the time, even if you are tired

Get up, it is a mistake to stand still in these lands