Lyrics Sins of Idealism (Remastered) - After Forever
(Child)
Hello
father,
hello
mother;
There
is
so
much
I
don′t
get
Please
don't
be
mad
at
me;
I
will
try
harder,
I′ll
really
do
the
best
I
can
(Mother)
That's
not
enough
You're
the
cause
of
my
domestic
captivity
(Child)
And
I
will
close
my
eyes
and
fantasize
Of
a
world
that′s
not
so
cold
(Mother)
That′s
how
it
will
be
Suffer
the
causes
of
my
personal
misery
I've
sacrificed
my
beauty,
My
freedom,
my
dreams,
The
independent
me
(Child)
Hello
father,
hello
mother;
Don′t
blame
me
for
things
I
didn't
do
Yes,
I
will
go
now
and
I′ll
be
silent;
Please
stop
your
screaming,
and
love
me
(Mother)
That's
all
you
can
see
Speak
of
love
while
you′ve
ruined
What's
meant
to
be
(Child)
And
then
I'll
close
my
eyes
To
fantasize
of
a
world
Where
I
can
be
free
And
free
to
be
(Contemplative)
Sinner
or
righteous,
The
line
is
so
thin
Can
you
condemn
it
Can
you
be
the
one
to
judge
it
all
Or
accuse
yourself
if
the
sentence
is
your
life?
(Child)
Hello
father,
hello
mother;
Forgive
me
for
standing
in
your
way
I
just
wanted
someone
who′d
hold
me
and
listen,
Are
these
illusions,
are
they
(Mother)
Only
fantasies?
Imagine
how
my
life
could
have
been
I
would
still
have
my
beauty,
My
freedom,
my
dreams,
The
independent
me
(Contemplative)
Our
course
in
life
is
a
path
we
must
take
alone
No
one
can
choose
what
to
do,
Only
you,
so
the
sins
we
commit
are
the
struggles
within
There
is
no
judge
to
decide
what
is
right,
what
is
wrong
Tell
me,
can
you
live
in
freedom
Knowing
that
your
choice
hurt
someone
(Father)
Once
we
had
a
life
and
now
we
have
you
The
saviour
of
love
is
a
catastrophe
I′ll
leave
you
both
if
I
must
give
up
my
dreams
My
chances
aren't
here
with
you
I
won′t
be
chained
because
of
this
The
sins
of
all,
the
sinner
in
me
I
follow
my
dreams,
you
call
it
blasphemy
If
my
ideals
are
sins
To
me
they
are
the
strength
within
Then
I
shall
stay
a
sinner
(Child)
I
can
be
free
And
free
to
be
(Contemplative)
Sinner
or
righteous,
The
line
is
so
thin
Can
you
condemn
it
Can
you
be
the
one
to
judge
it
all
Or
accuse
yourself
if
the
sentence
is
your
life?
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2 Beautiful Emptiness (Remastered)
3 Between Love and Fire (Remastered)
4 Sins of Idealism (Remastered)
5 Eccentric (Remastered)
6 Digital Deceit (Remastered)
7 Through Square Eyes (Remastered)
8 Blind Pain (Remastered)
9 Two Sides (Remastered)
10 Victim of Choices (Remastered)
11 Reflections (Remastered)
12 Life's Vortex (Remastered)
13 Digital Deceit (Remastered Single Version)
14 Eccentric (Remastered Orchestral Version)
15 Sins of Idealism (Remastered Single Version)
16 Blind Pain (Remastered Aggressive Version)
17 Childhood in Minor (Session Version)
18 Beautiful Emptiness (Session Version)
19 Between Love and Fire (Session Version)
20 Sins of Idealism (Session Version)
21 Eccentric (Session Version)
22 Digital Deceit (Session Version)
23 Through Square Eyes (Session Version)
24 Blind Pain (Session Version)
25 Two Sides (Session Version)
26 Victim of Choices (Session Version)
27 Reflections (Session Version)
28 Life's Vortex (Session Version)
29 Two Sides (Remastered Single Version)
30 Interview André Borgman & Bas Maas (Remastered)
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