Lyrics weapon - Against The Current

I always say, I always say that it′s the last time
A promise I can't keep
I always say I′ll get a grip and it'll be fine
But I lie straight through my teeth
And though I try and do it right with my intentions
Keepin' good, they never break, but I still bend ′em
′Cause this devil on my shoulder wants to pull me underneath
Another sleepless night staring through the ceiling
Wondering how could I calm my head, yeah
Calm my head, 'cause
I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are is a weapon
You shoot ′em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
But I can′t take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down ′til I end up alone
I always say I hate the way you look at me now
And I swear, I didn't mean to be a let down
What I broke can't be fixed with all my sorry excuses, no
Another sleepless night staring through the ceiling
Wondering how could I calm my head, yeah
Calm my head, ′cause
I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are is a weapon
You shoot ′em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
But I can′t take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down ′til I end up alone
No, I won't go under
No, I won′t back down
Bittersweet surrender
Everything is better now
No, I won't go under
No, I won't back down
Bittersweet surrender
It′s better now
I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are is a weapon
You shoot ′em down 'til you end up alone
I seem fine
But I can′t take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down ′til I end up alone
All I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down ′til I end up alone
All I am is a weapon
I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone