Lyrics Promise$ - $aint Music

It never was about all the promises I made to you
I was such a slave to you, couldn't see I'm hanging through
And it starts with, I'm unavailable then I can't see you no more
Now I gotta let this one go, I don't wanna bet it no more
Never was the one I say I'm sorry before it ever happened
Even though I know whatever this was, it wasn't lasting
Bend it backwards, show me after, I take action
Her son's a bastard, he was doing better since the last we had him
Who the fuck left his ass in the back of the truck
With his head leaking and gasping? Oh my

Sorry mama, sorry Christians, sorry fathers
Sorry niggas made me go bananas, he thought they had them
Mom, I'm laughing, your son's amazing
He's no fucking actor, he get busy rapping
Cause the chain reaction, kill these niggas after
I read violation, written on your casket
I'm too ill, I stay home
But in your head, I be doing wrong
Think I'm fucking, but I'm smoking up a blunt
All alone, I'm just plotting out how to make it to the radio
It's been long enough, don't you think
I hit it all, haven't been involved
I've been holding my feelings back
It took you coming at me crazy to realize that I did you wrong
And I'm so damn stupid, yeah, I know I'm stupid
Yeah, I know I'm stupid
But even this wouldn't mend things
Trying harder at this man thing
Getting older, it's the same thing
I meet a new queen, treat her like the old thing
And it's part ways, cause of new flames
Got a boo thing and a housewife
And a side chicken that only come around
If her man isn't on time past her bedtime
I be out rehearsing stories that I'm rapping
I can't find no action when I'm stuck in traffic
Meaning moving forward, do I leave her first
Before she find another
Or do I find myself before I'm finding cover like it's war
I never played before, I get serious
If it's gon' cost my life
But if she asking questions like she's not alright
We'll tell her everything is perfect
Just go to sleep you've had enough tonight
I let her close her eyes and I toss the night
I make believe I'm up cause I had dreams of life
She said, it's all okay, just turn down your light
I say, okay, I'ma work on a song or something
I'm on FaceTime, she putting on a show
Like she's Stone Cold Stunner vs. The Rock
I ain't even get hard or nothing

But I promise you, I gave you everything
There was nothing I left out
You wanted honesty, well honestly
I don't know why I run my mouth

It never was about all the promises I made to you
I was such a slave to you, couldn't see I'm hanging through
And it starts with, I'm unavailable then I can't see you no more
Now I gotta let this one go, I don't wanna bet it no more
Never was the one I say I'm sorry before it ever happened
Even though I know whatever this was, it wasn't lasting
Bend it backwards, show me after, I take action
Her son's a bastard, he was doing better since the last we had him
Who the fuck left his ass in the back of the truck
With his head leaking and gasping? Oh my