Lyrics BelgraveRoad_1 - Aitch

Ain't no leaders where
I'm from I gotta
Fly the flag
So my bruddas dem
Have got me till the
Final lap
I feel like I'm flopping
When I try relax
But it turned me to a boss
Because I like the graft

Built a couple bridges
Over minor gaps
Burnt a couple to shit I
Might struggle the time
Will pass
Long way from playing
Double up behind the flats
Looking for some money
Having trouble tryna find the bag

Grew up with some
Snakes in the bits
So make your bread
But just be careful who
Breaking it with
Bruddaas hate when u
Paid girls as fake as their lips
Everybody turn salty
Gotta take you a pinch

Raise my glass up in
The air then go and
Smash it off the wall
I don't wanna pour one
Up if you won't catch
Me when I fall
Call me bro but you still
Struggle looking at me when I talk

Hide my feelings everybody
Say I'm hard to read
I got some problems if I
State they wouldn't half believe
Shit they think it's all
Party beats and Cardi Bs

I done lost a lot of
Love for the game
Shit changes plus I feel
Like it don't love me the same
I might expect too much
Or it's just fucks with my brain
I don't knows feel like
I'm stuck in a maze
Takes a lot to explain

Die for my little sisters tomorrow
I'll go to jail for my broski
And I won't feel a way
Put my ends on the map
I had to open the gate
Now they tag me post
When they go down the lane

God god me mum I
Know that you pray
But I'm never far from
Home even tho I'm away
See the rosary beads you
Left me when I open my case
From the roads to the road to be great

Dad told me find a craft and go
And master it now he ain't gotta
Graft he just relax and find
A gaff to flip
Some my family still on
Bag it up package it
But some things never change
I'll put my cash in for the damages

Still hungry like I
Need me a rack
Uno the bando in
Manny really bees in trap
I lost friends for a second
Thought I needed 'em back
I never been more wrong
And shit will leave it at that

Took a break to get some
Shit up off my chest stop
Myself from posting said I'm
Chilling for a sec
Told everyone I'm focused
Said I need a little rest
But if I'm honest I just
Ghosted cos I split up with my ex

Life was cosy had to
Pick up where I left
Booked a flight with couple
Brodies took the business
Off my head

Lying if I said I'm lonely
Got my brothers to the death
If I die give all my Rolly's
To my tugs and let 'em flex

It's hard following your brain
When your soul don't care
It still feels like no one's there
Sittin' on my throne with an
Open stare cos to me it's
Just a broken chair.
I love it at the top but
Shit it's cold up there I
Kinda found out how it
Feels to be alone up there
Looking for some hope
It never showed up there
But fuck it I'm a
Soldier I can cope up there
Hearts numb shit don't
Feel the same all the
Money in the world couldn't
Heal the pain all the hunnies
And the girls wanna deal with
Aitch but they'd deal
With him too,
If he steals my name
Back then I used to pray
They'd know me but shit
Ain't what I thought
Sometimes it ain't so rosy
Kick back and think
As I burn my spliff
Just block the world out
And watch the day go slowly