Lyrics Reaper - Aj

Mixing all these pills and I pray they take the pain away
The sadness deeply hidden can′t be seen it's like a greater space
Man I took like eight today banging like an 808
Dead inside but cracking jokes my homies think I′m a OK
I'm terrified, scared to die hell'a high I might OD
I had to cry sacrifice a better life just for codeine
But the shit felt right and it′s all I need
And my fix at night I don′t share my lean
Wolf in sheep clothing but they know that I'm the goat
Fucking on your bitch then disappear like I′m a ghost
All praise to the most high but I'm getting high the most
Put the pills right on my tongue push the white right up my nose
I′m not living right, I overdosed but I didn't die
See I don′t know why I didn't die
I need some soul I got rid of mine
Yeah I got rid of mine in winter time
Cut the baggage I'm a savage in the cut like hemoglobin
Super damaged due to sadness, Nakamura he′s a problem
Told my hoes don′t hold me when I come through
Keep that pussy wet let me bapse when I want to I want to

Ey I cannot speak don't call me
Haven′t eaten in some days my knees are weak I'm falling
I should′ve did it last year but I keep on stalling
Ain't no brave faced nigga when the reaper calling (Prrr prrr)
Ey I cannot speak don′t call me
I haven't eaten in some days my knees are weak I'm falling
I should′ve did it last year but I keep on stalling
Said ain′t no brave faced nigga when the reaper calling (Prrr prrr)

Sipping stilpane and I hope it make the pain stop
Tried to dodge my demons but I'm still stuck in the same spot
I can′t wait to face God man I'd even pay for it
Know my struggles pointless there is nothing I could take from it
Dying I′m slowly dying no point in crying
Done crying saw my end coming like I was Mayan
Mix my ashes with the lean when I do die
Just to make sure I might just kill myself two times
Double dose the lean up I might have another seizure
Always grumpy like Vegeta told my hoe that I don't need her
She say she don′t need me either
But I low-key wanna keep her 'cause I know that she a keeper
Troubled boy, unemployed there's a void in my soul
Days of our lives, never outside but I′m always inside your hoe
Mix my ashes with the lean when I do pack
The music super nasty like I got my fucking juice back

Ey I cannot speak don′t call me
Haven't eaten in some days my knees are weak I′m falling
I should've did it last year but I keep on stalling
Ain′t no brave faced nigga when the reaper calling (Prrr prrr)
Ey I cannot speak don't call me
I haven′t eaten in some days my knees are weak I'm falling
I should've did it last year but I keep on stalling
Said ain′t no brave faced nigga when the reaper calling (Prrr prrr)