Lyrics December - Ajay Izzany

I remember coldest winter's so familiar
Smoking so much papers fuck it it might cut my liver
Haven't ate all day my nigga still i might consider
Take another shot for my loved ones that passed before December
Found out that my brodie just got shot it made me lose my temper
Why the fuck i wasn't on that block im seeing shit get realer
When you risk your life no given chance but you still served the dealer
This shit i aint making up aint no shade or concealer
Im gotta let this shit out so i can see the bigger picture

Demons tried controlling me
Never can get hold of me
Niggas can't get to close to me
Don't you go toe to toe with me
Praying with my rosary
I'm going where im pose to be
But actually my whole story
Started when i first heard a beat
Drumming on a sunday
School on monday
Never thought I'd id be rapper
Though I'm gon be rich one day
Even if i didnt grab a sheet or freestyle all day
I'm about business thats one thing i ill say it proud
Try and be steryotype and you wont stick around
I done been cross twice put trust in who
I don't like how that sound
So much people treat me like we cool
Till i dipped outta town (Uh huh)
Yea i ain't got no time to chill
Huh i ain't got no time to chill
My work still ain't done
Nah i ain't got no time to chill
They aint realize when u got it yea this shit for real
Then you expressing all your feelings they know how you feel
Huh hm they know how you feel
Huh yea i told em

I remember coldest winter's so familiar
Smoking so much papers fuck it it might cut my liver
Haven't ate all day my nigga still i might consider
Take another shot for my loved ones that passed before December
Found out that my brodie just got shot it made me lose my temper
Why the fuck i wasn't on that block im seeing shit get realer
When you risk your life no given chance but you still served the dealer
This shit i aint making up aint no shade or concealer
Im gotta let this shit out so i can see the bigger picture
Yea i gotta let this shit out so i can see the bigger picture
You ain't see the shit you ain't see the bigger picture (Uh uh yea)
I remember coldest winter's they so familiar yea