Lyrics Memory Loss - AKIRA

So I woke up and I didn′t know where I was
Laying down in someone's yard
The only thing I can remember is your face
That was a long time ago
So I woke up and I didn′t know where I was
Laying down in someone's yard
The only thing I can remember is your face
That was a long time ago
My head was numb and my eyes were filled with tracers
That followed all the light I saw
I'm so fucked up and it′s honestly kind of sad now
Cause I′ve had a long time to grow
So I got up and I dusted myself off
I pick myself back up again
I'll run the world but I gotta conquer myself first
These thoughts that I must now condemn
So I′ll move on through the hunger and the fire
And try not to fuck up my life
The only songs I can write are melancholy
So what does that say about me