Lyrics Happy Birthday To Me - Al Jacobi

I need somebody here with me right now
Cause this ain't how I wanna start another year of my life out
If we ain't friends no longer, this is not the way I wanna find out
I just need somebody here with me right now
Before the cold air blow the lights out
Alone at home, and this ain't what I wished for
I'm either staring at my phone or out my window
Clinching to a hope that somebody might still show
But I can feel my candle burning from both ends, so
Tell me, where'd my cake go, where my sprinkles
Where my gifts, yo, where my fucking song
Where is all the attention I swear I don't want
Only till it's not there to confront no more, so where is everyone

Ain't nobody call but my mama
Gotta love her
But talk about feeling like a fuck-up
Talk about feeling like nobody wants ya
When ain't nobody show, ain't nobody seem to care
And it hurts even more, cause I was always gon' be there
Ain't nobody call but my mama
God bless, but I was counting on ya

So bear with me right now, cause I'm 'bout to burst inside
I count this day as one of the worst of my life
Now, this a first worldly plight, if ever I've heard it described
So I stay controverting I've earned the right to cry
The perseverance that I display not to follow my urge to write
Just to ponder why next day I still ain't worth the reply
Is a perfect portrayal of personal pride
From a person without
Cause I warned the neighbors we gon' have a ball
Then I had to face 'em alone in the hall
You know how that stays with a 20 year old?
Yeah, now I don't celebrate nothing at all
Cause it's fucking embarrassing learning that they don't
Care like you care for them, and when you wait alone
They're all doing better things, and you bet they gon'
Share who, what, where and when, oh, so there is anyone

Ain't nobody call but my mama
God, I love her
But talk about feeling like a fuck-up
Talk about feeling like nobody wants ya
When ain't nobody call, ain't nobody seem to care
If they really did, they were gonna be there
Ain't nobody call but my mama
God bless, but I was counting on ya, so

I fade away
On my special day
While I sit and wait
Cause it ain't over yet, it ain't over yet, no no
I fade to grey
In my self decay
Nothing left to say
But make another wish, make another wish, and see
Happy motherfucking birthday to me

I'm sorry
I know I got somebody
But sometimes I get lonely
When these walls begin to haunt me
And I'm sorry, but I worry
That I'll be wiped from memory
So for all the love I don't see
I'll give it back, I'll give it back in time
But I'm dancing with ghosts tonight

(Happy birthday to you)
(Happy birthday to you)
(Happy birthday, happy birthday)
(Happy birthday to you)

I fade away
On my special day
While I sit and wait
Cause it ain't over yet, it ain't over yet, no no
I fade to grey
In my self decay
Nothing left to say
But make another wish, make another wish, and see
Happy motherfucking birthday to me
Happy motherfucking birthday to me