Lyrics Chemicals - Alanna Sterling

Spoons and isopropyl alcohol,
I can't do anything as I watch you fall
Diggin' it diggin' it diggin' it diggin' it deeper every single day
Making a grave
Where you'll soon be buried
I hold out my fingertips
To try to catch you as you slip
Down, down, down into the abyss
Just a droplet of life left and look what you do with it

So much potential, and yet you throw it all away
All new low, consequential self-induced neuron decay
And they hurt you so bad, so you hurt yourself too
Just to try to fly away from the pain inside of you
Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?
Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?

Given her everything and yet it's still not enough for her
She identifies as a lifelong sufferer
Her life was rough, but her path is rougher
She clearly don't need me cause needles are her new lover
How can I possibly ever compete with euphoria
I offered you my shoulder
Wish I could do more for you
But she'll never be satisfied
Lies, says she's done crying, but her tears are never dry-y-y-y

So much potential, and yet you throw it all away
All new low, consequential self induced neuron decay
And they hurt you so bad, so you hurt yourself too
Just to try to fly away from the pain inside of you
Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?
Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?

Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?
Am I losing you, my love, to all the chemicals in your blood?

Pleasure seeker, millilitres of a concoction to knock your socks off
Look what you've done, explosive hedon, your clock has ticked its last tock