Lyrics Last Three Letters - Alesana

Dearest love I hope this message finds you well
As these endless thoughts drip from my soul
Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
Of when we will melt into one

Eyes forfeit sight to the pain
Cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
As I cling to my memories of you
I am so scared, so scared, I need you with me

Were the last words
That I wrote for you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that shone
Through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

It's me again
Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
Will the beauty of your pen
Ever cross my eyes again?
Was this all a lie? Why?

Were the last words
That I wrote for you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that shone
Through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

(Make it stop)
(Make this pounding in my head stop)
(Fill my lungs with air, give me one more day)
(To make her dreams come true)

(She understands right?)
(That I'm not coming back)
(She understands right?)
(That I'm not coming back)

(Make it stop, make the pounding stop)
(I'm not coming back)
(I'm not coming back)
(I'm not coming back)
(Who would have thought)
(My life would end up like this?)

If my words ever reach you
I'll assume you don't care
Never knew that silence could cut!
So deep or that you could twist the blade!

Now I curse all of your beautiful lies!
I love you and goodbye!

Were the last words
That I wrote for you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that shone
Through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

Cold scalpel's steel
Whispers tear at my very core
As I cling to my memories of you