Lyrics Reality - Ali Music

Yo
I'm only gonna do this once
So, listen up folks
Cause I have some things to spit
Let me get ready

This isn't gonna be some melodramatic track to play back and relax anytime you feel Attacked
It's about me myself and I and how I could have died
Inside of my own lies
With all the little times
As we're going forward with the program
I'm solidifying myself into the position
Of the mission of resistance
While I might not make much sense
You really ought to pay attention
Cause you never know what you might be looking for

Let me get started
What is the mission
In the division
Of the religion
I'm in a vision
Where everyone sees the truth inside themselves
And nobody like myself is gonna take for granted
Or be without a living
Or be without someone like you
My childhood has already been a fucked-up place
This has been from the beginning
Imma try to paint the picture
Even though I'm not an artist
I've had many... thoughts
Lingering throughout my head
Filling me with dread
But the point of
This song is
To show you
How I've went
From nerdy depression
To upwards attention
Believing in myself
And not doing what I wanted
But what I have needed
To conquer
My life skills
And show you
How it's done
Hold up hold up hold up
Let me back up out of that flow real quick
See, I know what you're thinking
Man, what the fuck is he even going on about
Well see maybe it's not about the words coming out of my mouth
Maybe it's the message
To never let people take you for granted
And live life how you want it
And if someone is a fake friend then drop them cause it ain't worth your time
You got better things going on
You got a life to live
And if they don't wanna stick around
You can shove them back in the corner
And let them mourn the day they ever let the path with you fade
From what I know, life is a crappy life
I'm not even an adult, and even I know this
But it doesn't change what you do about it
Ha
I would wake up every night
Wanna go and harm myself
Grab a knife, grab a pen
I did not fucking care
But then I ended up in a mental institution where I couldn't even see my family
The ones who really cared for me
Hold up
Let's skip this
We're getting
Off topic
From the
Discussion
Remember when I said, They Wanted something
I made a whole song about it, I didn't really wanna write it
But I had to grab the pen and mic cause all I wanted was some Will To Write
Cause all She wanted from me
Was a fake Open Road that was never planned
So, I revamped 2021 to get me started up to here
And now this is where I lay until the May decide to track me down and make me pay
Rrra

I can't relax
I won't relapse
I'm done with that
I found myself
Up through
The ground
Of dying will
It's time I show
The world what I
Can really do
And fucking, I
Don't need no
Fucking whore
To make me think
I really need them
To do what I want
And to be, what I really want

If you can't even be yourself
Then you need to take a breather
And figure out all the things you need to accomplish
You only need one main friend to tell you the advice
You don't need a whole proxy
To tell you who you might be
Only you can tell that
And only you can choose what you do in life
So, what have we done here
Well, my friend, I have no clue
Now we just need to wait for the Reality