Lyrics Learning in Public - Allie X

Think I heard something break, I'm sorry
There's something happening in me
It's like I'm looking down at my body
A pinball in a game, losing speed

If I'm aimless, am I blameless when I hurt someone?

Why? (Oh, why?)
Why does it have to be my least favorite subject?
Learning in public
When I can't even look at me
While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
All in all in all, it's just a memory

I didn't mean to make you unhappy
I didn't mean to change without letting you know
I thought that I could take, take you with me
But did you slip away, or did I let go?

It's confusing what I'm losing, it was never mine

Why? (Oh, why?)
Why does it have to be my least favorite subject?
Learning in public
When I can't even look at me
While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
All in all in all, it's just a memory
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do
The time, the time, the time, the time and energy

Everything I thought I wanted, I changed my mind and I forgot it
The time, the time, the time, the time and energy
We're too young 'til we're too old for it
This is somewhere 'til it's nowhere at
All in all in all, it's just a memory

Why? (Oh, why?)
Why does it have to be my least favorite subject?
Learning in public
When I can't even look at me
While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public
Learning in public

Everything I thought I wanted, I changed my mind, then I forgot it all