Lyrics Barely Dead - Alvu

Wake up for hours
No sleep, feeling cold
Every year is a year too much
Dancing thoughts are haunting
Every second lost; potential for slumber
I'll pay whatever cost

I'm barely dead

I would sleep forever
It sounds like a joke
Feeling like cancer
Bags under my eyes
Grow heavy filled with anger

I'm barely dead
I wish I was

Let me die
It's too much to bare
If silence is golden
Then I would be drowning
Let me die
Maybe then I can rest
My chest feels empty
I know it gets much worse
It gets so much worse

From here on out
It's downward now
I wanna let go
I wanna let

I would sleep forever
It sounds like a joke
It feels like cancer
Bags under my eyes
Grow heavy
Filled with anger

I wanna let go