Lyrics Worst - Always Never

I don′t own a soul with a conscience
I'm just tryna be a little honest
But I know, can′t explain it to you more
I promise, I'm not this thoughtless
To you, I've been a lot less
I know it shows but I can′t live like this no more
No, I can′t hold your hand anymore
No, I can't hold your hand no more
You wouldn′t know unless you felt it
So hold those tears and yell, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It's something else, yeah
And how am I supposed to help it?
If I don′t even love myself, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It's something else, yeah
I′m so afraid of losing
This heart that's finally moving
But I know, these are all just chemicals
And trust, I've tried refusing
But, girl, this ain′t a new thing
I′ve had my fun, now all the worst is yet to come
All the worst is yet to come
All the worst is yet to come
You wouldn't know unless you felt it
So hold those tears and yell, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It′s something else, yeah
And how am I supposed to help it?
If I don't even love myself, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It′s something else, yeah
You wouldn't know unless you felt it
So hold those tears and yell, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It′s something else, yeah
And how am I supposed to help it?
If I don't even love myself, yeah
Ooh, let me tell you
It's something else, yeah
This time, this time
And I′m at such a loss
Can′t find myself without ya'
Can′t find myself without ya'