Lyrics What Could You Possibly Offer Me? - Andradece

Yeah
"I'll be there if you need me"
Right behind "I love you" that's the biggest lie you told
You make it look so easy
I tried to cash in on your promises
Safety deposit box was empty like your words
I don't trust in them
That's my mistake, took you at your word
Whatever, fine I'll pay
Lesson learned
You hate my guts? Well all the same
You love to ghost, congratulations I'm MIA
I got no room for people who fail to love who I am today
Abandoned me when I needed you most
I showed you scars on my body no one sees under clothes
How you using that against me now I don't even know
The same girl I met last year, you're not even close
A little pressure and I saw your true colors
Say you're busy with your time while you give it to others
Hella sensitive, it shows you never grew up with brothers
Tried to understand your past, but you refused to uncover it
Now we're here

I yell, I scream in disbelief
(That's how it goes, you know)
From the way you left just 'cuz I have anxiety
(You don't deserve me though)
You got some nerve approaching me
(Yeah, stay far away from me)
What could you possibly offer me?
(I couldn't tell you)

You can't accept me at my lowest
I just needed me a friend
You made excuses just to reinforce the fact I'm broken
As if you've never felt this way before nah that's some bull
Them college years done hit you hard when you was back in school
Back when you was depressed
I'd be there for you if I knew you back then
Ain't no accident we met at that wedding event
I was shook, stuttering words, missing my steps
But now I'm checked out, there ain't no value in this
Yeah, you're the avoidant type
I'm on the court, you're on the borderline
Diamond or you moissanite?
You're just afraid and can't commit
You booked a lift, but can't afford the ride
Lying to your friends, that's a poor design
You can't be real, it's always something with you
Like you're mad at the world then take it out on me & it's cruel
I tried to understand your past, you shut me out of that room
And still you wonder why I'm quiet? I can't be talking with you
Yeah, maybe it's best that you left me drowning
'Cuz it separated you from real friends who give a damn about me
And even strangers who don't know me offered hands to guide me
That's what I get for trusting you instead of self-reviving
It ain't no secret I'm a headache, I'm a jacked-up person
But don't you treat me like my life is such a heavy burden
God made me this way, that ain't no mistake
I love myself the way I am, no longer care what you think

I yell, I scream in disbelief
(I can't believe it still)
From the way you left just 'cuz I have anxiety
(You don't deserve me though)
You got some nerve approaching me
(Yeah, stay far away from me)
What could you possibly offer me?
(I couldn't tell you)

I used to be consumed by it
The idea that someone out there loved my soul and was moved by it
Who accepted me for who I am
But after you I stopped searching
And now I'm not controlled by it
You're not entitled to my joy
Only thing you're consistently doing is disappoint
Off the grid like a navy seal ready to redeploy
Kicking me while down as if you had no other choice
Left my ego at the door, no carry-on of course
This part of my life familiar
People robbing my peace is something I done explored
I lost everything & found it all back before
Pride is like a drug & you keep taking more
I let go of mine, you still holding on to yours
Sometimes I think about you, that's when I cut the cord
I pray you find some peace & find what you're looking for