Lyrics Drunk and Confused - Angvl

I'm drunk and confused, don't know what to do
Staring into space, but it all comes right to you
Would you call this pain or just another type of view
Of all the just perspectives of what we put each other through
Grabbing on this bottle hoping it'll be the truth
Sipping on this liquor, hoping it'll bring back you
Knowing all this does is really put you in a mood
Give you another reason to just walk outside the room
Taking all the skittles, got some drugs up in my veins
Searching for a feeling that I can't really explain
Hoping there's a pit that'll take me to my grave
Downing all this poison, ain't no way to change this fate
Pain, sorrow, stuck on my mind
I can't do this with you on the line
Hoping a reason just comes with the time
Or else I'll seem lost like the feelings inside

Endless fall, going through it all
Trynna find the bottom like a mission to the stars
Looking like a pastor trynna preach out all the psalms
But all I see is darkness ripping through the song
All I feel is pain is from the people I put on
Scars up on my back is just the proof that they've been gone
Throwing all my bottles, all my pills, all the things that made me feel
Knowing damage will never heal
This is for the ones who saw my shame
Handing you the blame, giving you a reason to just think about my name
I'm sorry that I'm treating all of this just like a game
But nothing in my life has got me feeling quite the same
Drunk and confused, lost in my dues
Life has got an end and I anticipate my news
This is how they're serving me the life I didn't choose
Big ol silver platter with the reaper watching you