Lyrics Drugs & Love - Antony

I'm regretting the day I fell in love
You see me falling victim to the double cup
You got me feeling like I was never enough
Watching you be with someone else was tough
Dealing a broken heart with drugs
Having a hard time to sober up
I'm regretting the day I fell in love
You see me falling victim to the double cup

Yeah, call me over if you need a shoulder
You've been acting colder
I don't want to be friends
Wish that we were closer
Fix our shit and make amends
Tell me is this where it ends
Is it too much to ask for closure

Traffic light mixed signals
Hopeless romantic your love was plastic
Don't know if I should move on, or carry on our baggage
I admit we were both problematic
I hate that I still love you
My actions feel like I'm psychopathic
Fuck your friends and the bullshit they spew, Bitches was cappin'
I was there for you to cry on like a napkin
You make my heart ache gotta take some aspirin
Bad thoughts just keep overlappin'
It should've been you and I
Not you and another guy, broken inside
Now I'm getting high
Said you loved me first
When was your heart frozen
I'm feeling like the fuckin' worst
Stranded in the open for you
(For you, for you, for you)

I'm regretting the day I fell in love
You see me falling victim to the double cup
You got I'm feeling like I was never enough
Watching you be with someone else was tough
Dealing a broken heart with drugs
Having a hard time to sober up
I'm regretting the day I fell in love
You see me falling victim to the double cup

I don't want to waste my time if I cant be by your side
I got your name tatted on my brain
Tatted on my mind, love is hard to find